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Title: It’s a Winchester Life (2 of 2)
Summary: A Winchester-y take on Frank Capra’s holiday classic It’s a Wonderful Life. What would the world be like if one Dean Winchester had never been born?
Genre: Gen
Characters: Dean, Cas, Sam, mentions of others
Rating: PG-13 for language
Warnings: Brief suicidal ideation (if you’ve seen the movie, you know the score), S8 SPOILERS
A/N: I fabricated Bedford Falls, NM. I have no idea if this place really exists on a map. If by chance it does and it is your hometown, please don’t be offended. Also, I expect this to be heavily Joss’d come January, but this is the holidays, so I’m gonna have my little fantasy

Wordcount: ~4,800 this part ( ~7K overall) 

This was flat-out ridiculous.  Dean hoped that whatever was doing this was getting a real kick out of watching him suffer. Seriously, what the hell was the point of this stupid charade?  And why would Cas think it was a good idea to play along with the bullshit?

Dean was no longer even remotely hungry, but he’d originally pulled into this town to grab a burger at the local diner and Cas clearly didn’t have a better plan up his sleeve. 

As they rolled off the bridge and back onto the road to try and locate the restaurant, it was hard not to notice that the entire town now appeared to exist inside an old black and white film.  Better yet, the town no longer looked like Cracktown, U.S.A. it looked much more like George Bailey’s quaint, picturesque Bedford Falls.

A gentle snow was falling, but it conveniently failed to stick to the roads or the sidewalks.   At least that was a plus.  Baby was a bitch to drive in even the lightest snow.

Unlike the movie, this Bedford Falls’ architecture was distinctly Southwestern in theme.  Adobe walls, palm trees, and cacti looked out of place covered in a several inches of powdery snow.  It also looked like someone had let Martha Stewart loose and she’d had way too much eggnog beforehand.  

Every house was decorated in tasteful white lights with candles and boughs of holly in each window, and a perfectly constructed snowman wearing a wool scarf sat in each yard.  Each lamppost they passed held an intricate handmade wreath with a giant red bow.   Absolute perfection down to each tiny little snowflake.

It was depressing and a little bit terrifying, and Dean wanted to bawl like a gigantic baby.

There was no way he was crying. Not a single tear. Not in front of Cas and not in front of the dickwad he knew was kicked back in its own private theater eating popcorn, Goobers, and slurping Coke from a ginormous cup.  That thing was not getting the satisfaction of seeing him break.


What was the point?

It wasn’t like he was under some grand illusion that he was a gift to this world.  He was more qualified to list his failings and shortcomings than anyone.   Did he need to make a list?  Check it twice? 

For fuck’s sake!

“You are about to miss the diner, Dean.”

Cas was pointing to the shiny, welcoming All-American diner to their right.  Dean wasn’t sure how he almost passed it by.  Oh yeah, too busy being dead inside.

The back end of the Impala fishtailed around when he made the sudden turn into the lot. Again, it was a lucky break that his non-existence prevented snow from sticking to any driving surfaces, otherwise that was a wreck waiting to happen.

After regaining control and maneuvering into the first empty space in the lot, he killed the engine, gripped the wheel, and looked over at Cas.

“I’m done.  I’ve seen enough. Just flip whatever switch it is you need to flip. Let me disappear, cease to exist, go back to my dimension, or whatever the hell you need to do to finish this.  I’m done, okay.”

Cas just stared unblinking and Dean had to remind himself how he almost broke his hand the last time he punched him in the face.  It was taking everything he had.  Everything.  Every-freaking-thing just to hold himself together and Cas just sat there staring at him like Goddamn Rainman.   

“Cas, please.  Don’t make me beg, man.  I can’t.  I can’t do this anymore.  Just-”

“You surprise me, Dean.  When confronted by angels, almost all humans do whatever we ask of them.  Sometimes we have problems convincing you what we are, but once we get past that issue, we never have a problem.  But you… you gave heaven all sorts of problems, Dean.  No one knew what to do with you. It was unprecedented.”

Wonderful.  Now, one of his last remaining friends was going to join in on the kick-Dean-when-he’s-down party.

“I’m a pain in the ass of the entire universe, Cas.  That’s been established.  I don’t need to see more evidence.”

“It is obvious that you do!”

Angry Cas always captured Dean’s attention.  It was rare and frankly scary as shit.  It was sometimes easy to forget that the guy was nearly invincible.

“All the trouble you gave heaven.  All the trouble you gave me!  We were going about it wrong.  It took hell thirty years to break you, so obviously they went about it wrong too.   There’s no point in torturing you, or arguing with you, and God help anyone who tries to reason with you!”

“Gee, thanks, Cas! Tell me how you really feel.”

“I am serious Dean.”

“Well, what the hell is all that crap supposed to mean?”

“You will have to figure it out for yourself.  I am going inside.”

The passenger door slammed with a little too much angelic force for Dean’s comfort and he could see the tail of Cas’ trench coat flapping as he stalked toward the entrance of the diner.

Really?  Cas was storming away in a huff.  Wow.  Now that was almost enough to make him laugh.  Damn, the guy was really getting into his part.   Clarence was going to show Dean the error of his ways and earn those wings.


The inside of the diner was exactly what he expected, more perfection.  The waitresses were all gorgeous and even the line cooks, who usually have a giant beer gut, all looked like they belonged on the cover of GQ magazine.    Every surface was so clean you could eat off of it, definitely no roaches waiting for the lights to go out or rats hiding in the back.

Even in Pleasantville, there were people dining out on Christmas Eve.  Picture perfect families with beautiful, well-behaved children.   It was way too quiet, considering the limited space and the number of people packed in here.   People were chatting, but they were way too polite and low-key about it, especially for a friggin’ hole in the wall diner. 

The waitress who came to hand them their menu and take their drink orders was just Dean’s type if he still had a type.  Honestly, at the moment, he wasn’t sure his libido was ever going to make a reappearance.  She was beautiful (wasn’t everyone?).  A brunette, curvy, and she had big, expressive brown eyes.  At least he thought they were brown.  It was hard to tell in black and white.  Hell, they could be green for all he knew. 

He ordered coffee and Cas mimicked him, he supposed that was just to blend in.  Then he flipped open the grease-stain-free menu and, for the first time, the façade began to slip a little.

“Dude, where the hell are the burgers?” he asked in a whisper.  It seemed weird to talk out loud here.  Everyone was so damn subdued.

“There are no burgers,” Cas answered simply, keeping his own menu up in front of his face.

Dean yanked Cas’ menu down, because honestly, he didn’t need it and Dean didn’t have the patience for his act.

“What do you mean ‘there are no burgers’?  What the hell kind of diner doesn’t have burgers?  Or bacon?”  A scan of the breakfast section confirmed ‘bacon’ as another member of the missing.  In fact there were no meat products whatsoever and nothing fried.  This place was Sam’s wet dream.  What a nightmare!

The waitress reappeared with two ceramic mugs and a coffee pot.  A coffee pot with an orange handle, the universal calling card of decaffeinated coffee.

This woman was going to try and pour him decaf coffee.  Dean just stared at her with his mouth open while she poured because, obviously, the answer was ‘there is no regular coffee’.  He didn’t have to ask.  He was catching on.

Dean tried hard not to yell, because he was fairly certain the occupants of this establishment were not prepared for the extent of his vocabulary.  He gritted his teeth and leaned forward in his seat as far as he could and did his best to keep things to a low growl.

“Cas, what the fuck is going on here?  That crazy bitch just put decaf coffee in my cup, dude.  Decaffeinated coffee is like non-alcoholic beer, the shit should not be allowed to exist.  Makes no logical sense.  None.  And no meat?  You’re telling me that just because I was never born, there are no burgers, no bacon, and no decent coffee?  Guess you’re gonna tell me there’s no beer either?”

“There’s no beer either.  No fermented beverages of any kind.”

“What? Jesus Christ!”  That time Dean did raise his voice and got several shocked and embarrassed glances from other patrons because of it.

“Dean, what exactly do you think this is?” Cas asked patiently.

What was the game and why were there riddles involved?  This was giving him a headache.

“This is what the world would be if I had never been born.  Remember?  You’re the one who thought it would be an interesting exercise.”

“And what year is it, Dean.”

Still patient.  Still infuriating.  And Dean still couldn’t punch him without breaking his hand.

“2012, I guess.”

“Yes, it is 2012.  And what happened in 2010.  May 13, 2010 to be specific.”

What the hell was Cas talking about?  That was one of the worst days of his life.  It was the day he watched his brother throw himself into the pit.  But it was a moot point here.  He didn’t exist here, so it never happened.

“I don’t believe you,” Dean said.  “Didn’t happen here.  Couldn’t happen here.  It had to be me and Sam, Michael told me that. That was always the master plan.  Adam was just a last minute replacement.  There was never a me, so it never started.  Don’t fuck with me on this, Cas.” 

Dean felt a slight touch on the forehead, then a brief feeling of displacement, and then nothing.  He was still sitting right where he had been sitting, across from Cas in the booth of the diner.  Thing was, the diner around them wasn’t the same.  Not exactly.

For one thing, the black and white movie world was gone.  Also, Dean would not be eating off any of the surfaces and as soon as the light switch went off, he was sure it was the Kentucky Derby of roaches around here.  This was a hole-in-the-wall diner and a crappy one at that.  Not even a single waitress could be termed cute.  But he could smell the bacon frying and the grease in the air was almost a solid thing.  It was beautiful.

“Decide to give up on the movie business?” Dean asked.   He hoped he sounded a little better than the basket case he felt like right now.

“No, we are still in movie world as you call it.  I believe this is what they call a flashback in the film industry.”


“Ask the man behind you if you can take a look at his paper.  Or perhaps you can ask our waitress what the date is?”

Dean looked up at the expectant face of the plump, but pleasant looking middle-aged waitress in front of him.  “Okay, I’ll play,” he said.  “What’s today’s date, sweetheart?” he asked her with his best shit-eating grin.

“It’s May 13 all day long,” she said with a smile.  “Now what can I get you to drink, honey?”

“Coffee… the real kind,” Dean said absently.  “And, before you go, humor me.  What’s the year?”

She paused and looked at him for a moment like she wasn’t sure what to make of him, but finally shrugged and answered, “2010,” before turning to Cas who said something Dean didn’t even catch.  His mind was reeling.  Flashback?  Cas had that one wrong.  This was time travel.

“What’s going on, Cas?  I’m serious.  I’m about this close,” he warned, holding his thumb and forefinger about a millimeter apart.  “I will flip the fuck out if you give me one more cryptic answer.”

“I am not being cryptic, Dean.  We are still in the same diner.  We’ve only traveled back in time a few years.  I wanted you to see what it was like just before everything changed.”

“Changed how?”

“The Apocalypse, Dean.”  Now Cas sounded exasperated with him.  That was rich.  “This,” he continued, sweeping his hand out, “is what this diner looked like just before Lucifer and Michael met on the field of battle and began the Apocalypse.”

“Okay and the Christmas 2012 version?”

“That was the post-Apocalypse, paradise on earth version.  Remember?  A few billion die, but those who are left behind get a perfect world.”

“With no bacon?”  Dean really didn’t know where to begin.  That was just the first thing that popped out of his mouth.

“It has been a process of trial and error,” Cas said with a frown.  “Humans are very difficult to understand.  Very illogical.  Creating a paradise on earth has been challenging.  You say you do not want animals to die and yet you wish to eat bacon.  You are filled with insecurities about your weight, your looks, your age, the size of your sexual organs, the ..”

“Whoa, just whoa, I’m gonna stop you right there, Cas. I think I get the point.  You’ve had problems ironing out paradise, but you seem to have it working.  All those folks seemed… happy.”  Dean shrugged.  They actually seemed zoned, but he wasn’t there long.  “I didn’t hear any complaints.  Good looking bunch of people too.”

“Yes, we ended up euthanizing everyone who did not fit a certain genetic profile, but surprisingly people missed their less attractive relatives, even after they seemed so unhappy with the basic concept of physical flaws.  We decided changes in brain chemistry were the most efficient and practical way to go.”

Dean was thankful he didn’t have his coffee yet, because he would have choked on it.

“The angels gave every living person a lobotomy?”

“Not technically.  But, yes, I suppose that is a good way for you to conceptualize it.”

Holy freaking cow.  This was a nightmare.  He may as well just go ahead and ask the question he’d been dreading and avoiding.

“Cas, who does Lucifer wear to the big fight?”

“Sam, of course.  And your half-brother Adam is Michael’s vessel.  I can show you.  We can observe the battle unseen.  Although, I’m not certain it would be wise for you to witness it.”

The rough edges of his calluses made Dean aware of the fact that his face was buried in his hands.  For someone who never existed, his hands were beat all to hell.   At least George Bailey’s bad ear and split lip got fixed. 

“So, it made no difference at all.  Sam still got screwed.”

“Sam had it worse.  Think, Dean.  Stop hating yourself for one second and think.  What do you believe would have happened to Sam if you had not been around?  Your father loved Sam.  He loved both of you.  But he had his own problems.  If you had not been there to help him, to take up the slack, to get between them when things became heated.  What do you think would have happened?  What do you know would have happened?”

He really wanted to believe he’d made some difference amid all his screw ups.  That he’d done something other than irritate the shit out of his brother, cramp his style, and force him into a life he hated. 

He knew there were times when things came close to getting physically violent between Sam and Dad before Dean stepped between them.  Food budgets stretched way too thin, less than stellar holidays, bullies at school, and too many various close calls to count.  It was not Beaver Cleaver’s childhood by any means, but he’d tried.  Still, he wasn’t buying that he’d made that big of a dent in history.  This little scenario was way too Hallmark Channel and it was really starting to piss him off.

“So you’re telling me Sam went darkside just because I wasn’t there to give the little brat his Lucky Charms and wipe his nose for him.  Bullshit, Cas.  I’m calling bullshit!  Sam’s not evil.”  At least, this time, he didn’t get much more than a bored glance from a couple patrons for his outburst.

“No, Dean.  Sam is not evil.  Not in your dimension and not in this one.  It is not about being evil.  It is about being manipulated.  You and I both know that Sam is capable of being manipulated and he had no one to tell him differently. No one he could count on. No one left who cared.  He is a very angry young man.”

“What about Dad?”

“Azazael found a way to dispose of him.  He was in the way.  Some things never change.”

"Like Cold Oak. Bet that didn't change either. How's Sam here if I wasn't there to bring him back?"

"He did not need to be brought back, Dean.  This Sam did not hesitate to kill.  That was the only reason he died the first time."

Dean closed his eyes.  There had to be something else.  It couldn't have been that simple, that easy for everything to just fall apart.

“Bobby then," he said desperately.  "What about him?  He wouldn’t give up on Sam.”

“Bobby has not been in the picture for a very long time.  Sam hasn’t seen him since he was a young boy. John Winchester had a bitter falling out with him years ago. You have a way of holding people together, Dean.”

“I don’t believe you, Cas.”

“Call him.  I’m certain he can be reached at the same number.  Although, he is a much heavier drinker in this reality.  His speech is incredibly difficult to decipher any time after the noon hour.  The man is practically a hermit as well.”


He was feeding quarters into a payphone.  It was stupid.  He wasn’t even sure why he was doing it, but his cell didn’t work and the idea of hearing Bobby’s voice was damn near irresistible.

“Singer here,” answered an incredibly slurred voice. 

“Bobby, thank God,” Dean couldn’t help it and his voice cracked like a twelve-year-old’s too.

“Who the hell's this?” snapped the voice on the other side of the line.   “Ain’t got all day.  State yer business.”

Think, Dean.  This Bobby doesn’t know who the hell you are.

“Bobby, this is Dean.  Have you ever heard of me?”

“No. Ya famous 'r somethin’?”

Grouchy, old, drunk bastard.  It was so tempting to see how long he could keep him talking, just to hear the sound of his voice.

“Do you know a Sam Winchester?” he asked carefully.

There was a beat of silence before Bobby spoke again and this time his speech was clearer than before.

“Don’t you ever call here again.  Boy’s a monster.” 

Dean wasn’t sure how long the line had been silent before he finally laid the receiver back down in the cradle.   

“Are you ready to go now, Dean?”

Dean looked up to see Cas standing outside the phone booth looking at him expectantly.  He had a feeling this wasn’t the first or even the second time he’d asked that question. 

“Where?  Back to the future?” he asked, laughing automatically at his own stupid joke, even though he wasn’t amused and it wasn’t even that funny.

Cas cocked his head.  Another reference wasted. 

“I was thinking we would return to the present, preferably in the dimension where you do currently exist.”

“Why not,” Dean sighed.  “They do keep the burgers and the beer there.”

Now Cas looked like someone had kicked his dog.  Dean supposed he was expecting a more Hollywood-like ending to this film.  Maybe a spontaneous outbreak of carol singing or something.

“Look around first, Dean.  Tell me what you see?”

Oh God.  Enough of this crap.  He was worn out.  All he wanted to do was go back to his own place and time, find the nearest fleabag, and pass out.

“I see a shithole, Cas.  A piece of crap phone booth with graffiti and the friggin Ebola virus all over it, sitting in front of a skeevy diner in a shady-ass town.  What do you want me to say?”

“This is Bedford Falls pre-angelic interference in the world where Dean Winchester was never born.  The fact that you were never born did not change generations of bad choices, economic misfortunes, or the fact that No Child Left Behind was not a viable program.  You have had a great impact on some people’s lives Dean, and on the world, but in some ways you greatly overestimate the power of your own influence.  This is, in your very own words, a shithole.”

Okay, Dean was not going to say this was a light bulb moment, but it kinda was. There was a little flicker there.  He had to admit it.  Maybe a little weight was lifted.  That permanent kink between his shoulders may have felt a bit looser.   His sense of humor was back.  That had to be a good sign, right?

“Cas, please don’t ever say shithole again.  You don’t say it right.  You put too much emphasis on both words like shit-hole instead of just shithole.  It sounds profane.  It’s gross!”

Cas smirked at him.  He was pretty sure Clarence was feeling smug and fine.  Let him have his moment and stretch his shiny  new wings.

“It is extremely crude.  I do not understand how you wish me to make it sound.”

“I don’t wish to ever hear you say it again.  That’s how I wish you to make it sound.”


The 24-hour/always open diner in Bedford Falls was still in business and since his car was already parked there when Cas officially zapped him back into existence, he decided to go ahead and eat. 

Cas hung out and kept him company.  Plus, the food wasn’t half bad.   Lots of grease, lots of bacon on the cheeseburger, and some of the God-awful ugliest cooks Dean had ever laid eyes on.  He never thought he’d be so happy to see ugly people.  Life was freaky.

Regardless, he was ready to get the hell out of that town as soon as his check was paid.   Another hour down the road and he found a town where he was much less likely to get scabies from the motel sheets. 

He flipped through the cable channels until he found the one showing the twenty-four hour marathon of It’s a Wonderful Life, popped open a beer and watched George and Mary give away all their honeymoon cash to the bank customers until he couldn’t hold his eyes open anymore. 

He didn’t even waste much time bellyaching about the fact that this was going to be the very first Christmas morning he’d ever wake-up completely alone.


Dean finally realized that the knock on the door was not a part of his dream and it wasn’t going away.  He’d put the ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign out.  It was 9A.M. on Christmas morning.  This damn place better be on fire.

“Comin’,” he yelled, mostly into his pillow.

He stood up and tried to stretch the kink out of his back.  Luckily, he’d drifted off in his clothes, so he didn’t have to worry about getting decent.  Not that he was really that concerned.  You come knocking this early uninvited, you might get shocked. 

After making sure his pistol was secure at the small of his back, he made his way over to the door, slid back the deadbolt and then opened the door, leaving the safety chain in place.

Honestly, he didn’t expect trouble.  He expected a maid or some drunk dumbass who’d forgotten their own room number.  The latter happened way too often.  The very last thing he expected was Sam.  But that was exactly who was standing there outside the doorway, looking a bit unsure of himself and holding a six pack of beer.  Wonders never cease.

Dean held up one finger, because he honestly wasn’t sure what to say, but Sam knew what he meant - he had to shut the door so he could pull the safety chain loose.  The Winchesters were experts on motels.   When he was done, he pulled back the door and held it open silently so his brother could step inside.

“Merry Christmas,” Sam said with a smirk, holding up the six pack of some generic canned beer and a paper bag with who-knows-what inside it.

“Merry Christmas,” Dean repeated back cautiously.  What the hell was going on?  Should he run all the tests?

Sam headed straight for the mini fridge and stowed away all but two of the beers and the bag.  He popped the tab on one of the beers and held it out toward Dean.   He accepted.  Hell, he was surprised Sam was drinking at 9A.M. but it was Christmas.

“You know, Dean, that was a dick move you made back in Louisiana.”

He almost asked ‘what was?’  It was on the tip of his tongue, but he knew damn good and well what Sam was talking about.  He was talking about the fake text message and, yeah, it was a dick move.  He’d probably do it again, because it had to be done, but it was a dick move.  May as well call a spade a spade.

“Yeah,” he agreed simply.  “That was a dick move.  How’d you know I was here?”

“Cas,” Sam replied with a laugh.  “He’s like the Christmas Angel or something.  Didn’t think we should be apart on Christmas.  What’s with him?  I think he’s been watching the Hallmark Channel or something.”

“Dude, you wouldn’t believe me if I told you.  It’s really that weird.” 

Dean wandered to the bedside table, grabbed up the remote and handed it over to Sam.

“I’m gonna go take a leak.  Find something good for us to watch. Nothing too cheesy. I’ll be right back.”

When Dean got back, Sam was sitting with his back against the headboard of the unused bed, sipping his beer, and surfing the channels. He guessed this was it.  Now they go back to the way things were.  Let it all go. 

He was fine with that.  Real fine with that, actually.  He was tired of being pissed off at Sam.  Things could be a lot worse.  A whole lot worse.  Like an angel lobotomy kind of worse.

“Dean,” Sam said eventually, after a long stretch of them watching some made-for-TV movie where Jenny McCarthy is Santa’s busy, executive daughter.   “I really thought you were dead.  I mean I wanted you to be dead.”

This he didn’t need to hear.  Letting it go was a much better plan.

“Thanks, Sammy,” he snapped.  “That helps!”

His brother turned around all dewy-puppy-dog-eyes and huge, wrinkled forehead.

“No, I don’t mean it that way.  I mean you were so miserable.  You hated your life.  You gave up everything.  Lost everybody.  Drank all the time.  And you always fixed things for me.  Always.  My whole life you were there to fix everything.”


“No, Dean, just listen for once.  You fixed everything for me and I could never fix anything for you.  Even after we grew up. Man, you brought me back from the dead!  You made sure I didn’t remember anything about hell and, when I did, you fixed that too.  I couldn’t do any of that for you.  So, I thought maybe if you were dead you’d finally be happy.  Maybe you could see Mom and Dad again, and see how far Pamela would let you take that kiss, and hang out with Ellen and Jo at the Roadhouse.”

Dean started laughing  a little, because this was really the last explanation he ever expected to hear and it was awesome.  But Sam looked like a little kid in that ginormous body and he was really starting to feel uncomfortable and damn this conversation needed to be over.

“It was stupid Dean!”  Oh God, Sam better not start crying now.  “I realize that now.  I should have known better!  But I was lost.  I didn’t know what to do.  I had no one to fix it and I couldn’t fix it for you, so I ran.  That’s what I do best.”

“I get it, Sam, okay?  I’ve let it go.  It’s over, dude.  I’m Zen.  You had no way of knowing where I was and no way of getting me out if you did.  Look at the mess Cas made when he tried to open Purgatory in the first place and dude’s an angel.  Just drop it and please tell me there’s pie in that bag.  No more chick flick moments, Sam.  I mean it.  I’ll kick your ass.”

Sam started laughing and thank God that sort of derailed the awkward waterworks that were about to start flowing, although one or two tears did escape.

“You’re such a dick!  And, yeah, it’s pie, but it’s mincemeat, dude.  It’s the worst pie ever.  It’s a long story.  Trust me, even you won’t like it.”

Dean would be the judge of that.  So far, this Christmas had been pretty damn awesome in its own freak show way.  How bad could mincemeat pie be?

A/N:  Wow, I think my smartass may have written a little schmoop. 

Date: 2012-12-15 12:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh, yeah -- that was worth the wait!

Date: 2012-12-15 12:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thanks! I'm so glad you enjoyed :D

Date: 2012-12-15 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh man, this is a great way to fix the mess things are right now! I vote this to be the missing Winchester Christmas episode for this year!

Date: 2012-12-15 12:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
We do need a XMas ep. We've only ever gotten the one. Thanks for reading :)

Date: 2012-12-15 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh yes, Dean needs to be hit with reality to see how his existence changes everything...

Date: 2012-12-15 12:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
He really does. He only ever sees the bad and he's so quick to accept fault :(

Date: 2012-12-15 02:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You're smart ass wrote schmoop - ha that was good.

Just how did Sam not die at Cold Oak? However, without Dean I don't know if Sam would not have just flat out killed Jake.

Also, who was the righteous man to open the first seal? sorry just curious.

I do like what you has Cas show Dean, that was great! Thank you.

Date: 2012-12-15 12:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You're exactly right, I did assume this Sam would just flat out kill Jake, but on second thought it couldn't hurt to throw in a line to make that clear. Because that was such a huge event.

The seal thing, I'm thinking John and now you can hear my rant on On the Head of a Pin. I get so upset for Dean every time I watch that ep. I will NEVER believe that Alistair tried to break John first and couldn't. He was just messing with Dean's head and it worked. Poor Dean! :(

Thanks for reading :)

Date: 2012-12-15 07:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Thank you for enabling and making my procrastinating even more enjoyable.
Now do it again! ;-)

Date: 2012-12-15 12:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
glad I could make it enjoyable :) Thanks for reading.

Date: 2012-12-16 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Wow, you did get schmoop in there. Is it too much to expect that maybe, it is something like this with Sam if it isn't something 'big' they haven't revealed yet?

How bad could mincemeat pie be?

You don't really want to know Dean. But since it is pie, I don't think I can stop you.

Date: 2012-12-17 12:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm really hoping it's something explainable with Sam. Either something big that hasn't been revealed or something simple like this, but SOMETHING. I really liked your theory re: the mental institution. I hate mid-season finales, they always leave you hanging. I flat out refused to watch The Walking Dead's because I knew it would be way too intense. It's sitting on my DVR waiting for the next ep to come out first. I'll show those TV people. I've figured them out. *shakes fist*

Date: 2012-12-17 12:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I wish it had been a mental institution, too. Especially for Martin. I liked crazy Martin better than creepy killer Martin. I did hear another "theory" that this wasn't the mid-season finale as intended because of scheduling and we will get something better after the break. I am not holding my breath.

How can you let The Walking Dead episode sit there? Though, they are having a marathon of all three seasons on AMC on New Year's Eve through New Year's Day.:D

Date: 2012-12-17 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I liked crazy Martin better than creepy killer Martin.

I know! I was sad that they took a sympathetic character and made him so heartless. Benny was understandable, but his granddaughter was human and she never did anything to anyone as far as I know.

As far as the TWD ep sitting on my DVR. It's friggin killing me! But there's not a single member of the good guys I can bear to lose at this point (if I had to pick one it would be Andrea. *sorry* she needs to buy a clue and get less self righteous). I'm afraid there will be a big cliffhanger with all the crap going on. P.S. Merle makes me unreasonably angry.

Date: 2012-12-17 01:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
P.S. Merle makes me unreasonably angry.

Sometimes I wonder how Merle and Daryl can be brothers and then I take a look at what is in the shallow end of my gene pool...

And now I want a Winchester and Dixon crossover story...


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